I don’t want to sound like your Mum, but your virginity is a really really special thing. You should be proud you haven’t lost it to any random guy at a drunken party, (like probably some of your friends have). I regret my first time and wish I had waited so it could have been with someone special. You shouldn’t settle for anyone or any time, you deserve for it to be perfect! There are other ways you can contibute to sex conversations without feeling like the outsider. Try talking to your friends about their experiences, it will help you know what to expect for when your special time arrives. Stay strong! :)